Hey yall! Haven't got to write in a few days but tonight I want to tell yall what God reminded me of today. This morning my mom and I met at our church to help our pre. wife with bookmarks. She will be speaking at a ladies banquet on Saturday and the topic is pearls. So she had some bookmarks designed and me and moma helped her put a string of pearls on the ends of each. We did about 85 so my hand was sore when we finally finished!! lol but about half way through being done with the bookmarks the Lord brought this story below to mind mind. It is a wonderful little story and it is one I hope i never forget. I heard it last summer while I was at teen camp. It stuck with me over the next few months as the Lord kept asking for my plastic pearls. He dealt with me very patiently for many months but I kept saying no. I had a very hard time trying to figure out how to "let go" and "let God." I am one of those people, i gotta know how, gotta know how to do whatever it is. I have never really been afraid of where he might send me but for some reason I was afraid to let HIM have full reign. I guess I like to be in control of things but when someone lets go of their plastic pearls they are no longer in control of anything. I remember the night I heard this story told and I remember God whispering for me to let go of my pearls. I knew in my heart if I did he would give me something sooo much better but I just couldn't. So for about 6 months I prayed that he would help me to know how to give myself up and give him my plastic pearls. It is so amazing that He wants us even though we are nothing. Just like that song, a speck of dirt is all I am nothing worthy of the lamb. that's me, I am not worthy of him!!
Finally on January 1, 2012 the very first day of this year! God showed me how. This year began on a Sunday and my preacher preached a message out of Joshua 24:15 "And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord." about choosing who we will serve. The Lord showed me that one word "choose." I realized just like the little girl in the story I had to choose to let go of my plastic pearls..."I" had to choose. No one could make the choice for me. I went to the altar and I laid my dirty pearls down. I told him he could do what he wanted with me and that I was tired of fighting. I told him I wanting his Will not mine.I surrendered. I will never forget that day! He is so good to me and always so patient. I heard a preacher say that when God deals with you about something, it is only because he has something better. I believe that to be true! If we give up what he asks us to he will give us something much, much better! Have you gave him your plastic pearls?
*Please read the story below:
Pearls
Author: unknown
"Jenny was a bright-eyed, pretty
five-year-old girl. One day when she and her mother were checking out at the
grocery store, Jenny saw a plastic pearl necklace priced at $2.50. How she
wanted that necklace, and when she asked her mother if she would buy it for her,
her mother said, "Well, it is a pretty necklace, but it costs an awful lot of
money. I'll tell you what. I'll buy you the necklace, and when we get home we
can make up a list of chores that you can do to pay for the necklace. And don't
forget that for your birthday Grandma just might give you a whole dollar bill,
too. Okay?"
Jenny agreed, and her
mother bought the pearl necklace for her. Jenny worked on her chores very hard
every day, and sure enough, her grandma gave her a brand new dollar bill for her
birthday. Soon Jenny had paid off the pearls.
How Jenny loved those pearls. She wore them everywhere-to
kindergarten, bed and when she went out with her mother to run errands. The only
time she didn't wear them was in the shower-her mother had told her that they
would turn her neck green!
Now Jenny
had a very loving daddy. When Jenny went to bed, he would get up from his
favorite chair every night and read Jenny her favorite story.
One night when he finished the story, he
said, "Jenny, do you love me?"
"Oh
yes, Daddy, you know I love you," the little girl said.
"Well, then, give me your pearls."
"Oh! Daddy, not my pearls!" Jenny said.
"But you can have Rosie, my favorite doll. Remember her? You gave her to me last
year for my birthday. And you can have her tea party outfit, too. Okay?"
"Oh no, darling, that's okay." Her
father brushed her cheek with a kiss. "Good night, little one."
A week later, her father once again
asked Jenny after her story, "Do you love me?"
"Oh yes, Daddy, you know I love you."
"Well, then, give me your pearls."
"Oh, Daddy, not my pearls! But you can
have Ribbons, my toy horse. Do you remember her? She's my favorite. Her hair is
so soft, and you can play with it and braid it and everything. You can have
Ribbons if you want her, Daddy," the little girl said to her father.
"No, that's okay," her father said and
brushed her cheek again with a kiss. "God bless you, little one. Sweet dreams."
Several days later, when Jenny's
father came in to read her a story, Jenny was sitting on her bed and her lip was
trembling. "Here, Daddy," she said, and held out her hand. She opened it and her
beloved pearl necklace was inside. She let it slip into her father's hand.
With one hand her father held the
plastic pearls and with the other he pulled out of his pocket a blue velvet box.
Inside of the box were real, genuine, beautiful pearls.
He had them all along. He was waiting
for Jenny to give up the cheap stuff so he could give her the real thing.
So it is with our Heavenly Father. He is
waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that he can give us
beautiful treasure.
Are you holding
onto things which Lord wants you to let go of? Are you holding on to harmful or
unnecessary partners, relationships, habits and activities which you have come
so attached to that it seems impossible to let go? Sometimes, it is so hard to
see what is in the other hand but do believe this one thing....
The Lord will never take away something
without giving you something better in its place."
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