When God Says Surrender

Genesis 22:9-13

And they came to the place which God had told him of; and Abraham built an altar there, and laid the wood in order, and bound Isaac his son, and laid him on the altar upon the wood. And Abraham stretched forth his hand, and took the knife to slay his son. And the angel of the Lord called unto him out of heaven, and said, Abraham, Abraham: and he said, Here am I. And he said, Lay not thine hand upon the lad, neither do thou any thing unto him: for now I know that thou fearest God, seeing thou hast not withheld thy son, thine only son from me. And Abraham lifted up his eyes, and looked, and behold behind him a ram caught in a thicket by his horns: and Abraham went and took the ram, and offered him up for a burnt offering in the stead of his son.

Life was great for Abraham. He finally had his son he'd longed and prayed for. He had God's promise of blessing his seed. He'd left home and journeyed to the new place God had for him. But one day God told Abraham to do something crazy and hard. It didn't make sense what he wanted. He wanted Abraham to sacrifice his only son as aburnt offering. That "burnt offering" was an indication of total surrender and complete devotion to God. In that time the Pagans would sacrifice their kids to their gods. God wanted to see if Abraham was as committed as they were. 

Abraham got up early and journeyed for 3 days to the exact spot God told him to go. When they got to Mount Moriah Abraham and Isaac climbed the mountain alone to worship and make a sacrifice. He gave Isaac the wood to hold..little did he know that wood would soon be holding him. Abraham was obedient but was also listening for God's voice. It says Abraham "lifted up his eyes" twice..the first time to see that certain place God had chosen and the second time to see that certain provision God had placed just for them! 

Can you imagine how thankful Isaac must have been because of that ram stuck in the thicket! I'm glad He provided and he continues to provide today! 

Sometimes our dedication to God will involve putting others on the altar. Those who make the journey to worship with you. Sometimes God says lay it down. Sometimes God says pick it up. Whatever he's saying we must be willing to obey. He sees. He will provide. He wants to be put first and the things that are in his way need to be dealt with. "When I lay my Isaac down with a broken heart, but my Father's proud..and on this altar here he lays just to find it wasn't him..God wanted me!" Surrender is one of the hardest things to do. I always have a hard time with letting go. When we surrender we lose control over whatever were letting go of. Idk about y'all but I'm a control freak! God allowed Abraham to keep his son and he also provided exactly what they needed..because Abraham trusted and obeyed! When we let go, and trust HE knows best He will provide just what we need, right when we need it. 

Even in the wilderness..God is good

Nehemiah 9:21

Yea, forty years didst thou sustain them in the wilderness, so that they lacked nothing; their clothes waxed not old, and their feet swelled not.

Deuteronomy 2:7

For the Lord thy God hath blessed thee in all the works of thy hand: he knoweth thy walking through this great wilderness: these forty years the Lord thy God hath been with thee; thou hast lacked nothing.

I was reading in Nehemiah last night and verse 21 stood out to me. I reread it a few times and the phrase "they lacked nothing" jumped out. The children of Israel missed God's best but he still blessed them! They were outside His divine will and had went against His perfect plan yet He still took care of them. Even while he was chastening them he was still good to them! 

That word Sustain means, to bear, uphold, or support. For 40 years he made them walk in the wilderness. Their unbelief hindered so much. They never grew, they never changed, they never advanced spiritually, and they never got to new levels in life. Everything stayed just as it was the day they told God no. 

I don't want my unbelief to cause me to stop growing, or becoming more like Jesus! But I'm learning God is good no matter how I treat Him. Let's get that through our heads. My actions don't change God's goodness..He's good to me no matter what! (I sure don't deserve it!😭) Even though God stayed faithful and was good to the children of Israel they missed out on some great things! They missed out on the victories, the miracles, the BEST God wanted so badly to give them. We have a choice to do life our way or God's way. The children of Israel missed out on the Best and died walking in the wilderness. There wasn't a day in those 40 years where God didn't meet all their needs. 

Think about how much they would've grown and how much more God would have blessed them if they'd just obeyed and believed His promises. I am amazed that He wants to continue to be good even when we aren't good to him. 

What stood out to me is that God was with them even in the wilderness..He could have left them but He stayed faithful. He remained faithful even though they wanted to do their own thing. They didn't want what God had for them but God kept on taking care of them. They were His children and He loved them no matter what they did or didn't do. It's the same for us today! He wants to give us the very best but if we fail and don't believe He Will still love us just the same. WHEN you and I fail we must remember He is still good! They lacked nothing but they missed God's best. Don't let unbelief hinder your walk with the Lord. Gods way is always higher than ours..it will seem impossible, and scary but God will be walking right beside you no matter what road you choose to take. Trust He knows best and will only give you His BEST❤️ 

But If Not..

Daniel 3:17-18
If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thine hand, O king. But if not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy gods, nor worship the golden image which thou hast set up.

I was thinking about these verses last night. As the Word tells us over and over God doesn't always do what we think and he doesn't always do things when we think he should. The 3 Hebrew boys were standing before King Nebuchadnezzar because they'd stood instead of bowed. Once again they had a choice to make..Bow or burn. They knew their God COULD deliver but they didn't know if He WOULD. No matter the problem, circumstance, request, or need OUR God is Big enough! And these boys knew that! That phrase "he will deliver" comes from the Hebrew verb "yesheyziv" meaning deliverance was a possibility but not a certainty. Their faith was in God no matter if he let them burn, or if he delivered them. My study Bible says, "Their faith in God did not rest on the belief that He would perform a miracle, but that their sovereign God could be trusted". They had the courage to keep standing and to say "But if not.."

That phrase "But if not" made me think about prayers versus unanswered prayers. God says he will answer..but he doesn't tell us when. Sometimes his answer is "no", "not now" but sometimes he says, "yes." The hardest answer is when it seems like he says nothing at all. Just like Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego had to choose to believe God knew best we have to make the same choice no matter how hard it might be. They chose to get thrown in the fire knowing if God didn't do something they would burn.

I asked God to do something by a specific date over a year and a half ago..well that date came but my prayer didn't get answered. On May 11th I wrote in my journal "But if not Lord I will still serve you and I'll keep waiting. You know best." So here I am on the other side of my request..he didn't answer the way I wanted but I will keep going! I will keep waiting! I will keep serving! I will not bow down and give up..I will not please the devil. Just as these 3 brave boys did I choose to believe my sovereign God can be trusted..no matter what His answer is. As this year ends and a new one will soon begin I just want to say "But if not" Lord. What about you?

Merry Christmas: The Greatest Gift

Isaiah 9:6
For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace.
Luke 11:13
If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?

All gifts are either given, received or rejected. Different gifts are given to different people..we're all different-different likes/ dislikes/ wants/needs. I've been given gifts before that looked so pretty and perfectly wrapped..I just knew it was going to be great. But after unwrapping it I was disappointed. It wasn't what I thought it would be. Over 2000 years ago the best gift was given. He wasn't wrapped in gold wrapping paper but in swaddling clothes. A King left glory to come to this sin filled world. The night I received this gift I was not disappointed.

God GAVE His only son. All gifts are free to take but they cost something for the person giving them. This gift cost a very high price. This was not one of those gifts that had no thought put in it..God didn't just throw it all together at the last minute. Before time began God had Calvary on His mind. Before time began He knew YOU and I would one day need a gift like no other...the gift of SALVATION, the gift of FORGIVENESS, the gift of amazing LOVE that was willing to sacrifice it all. This gift gives light in the darkness, peace in the storm, strength in the weakest days and oh so much more! "Jesus, Jesus, Jesus there's just something about that name. Master, Savior, Jesus like the fragrance after the rain." Today we celebrate Jesus' birthday. "Unto us a child is born, unto us a son of given.." This gift is the gift that keeps on giving. 33.5 years later Jesus was nailed to the cross..not because he had to but because he wanted to. Christmas isn't about the gifts but the gift, it's not about the Christmas tree but the tree he hung on at Calvary, it's not about the colorful lights but the light of the world. Don't reject this perfect gift. Those who reject Christ will die alone and spend eternity in Hell burning, screaming, crying forever. Salvation is a free gift. It's the best gift. God always knows how to give the BEST gifts.  Merry Christmas my friends! ❤️❤️❤️

When God is Silent

Luke 1:6-7

And they were both righteous before God, walking in all the commandments and ordinances of the Lord blameless. And they had no child, because that Elisabeth was barren, and they both were now well stricken in years.

Luke 1:13

But the angel said unto him, Fear not, Zacharias: for thy prayer is heard; and thy wife Elisabeth shall bear thee a son, and thou shalt call his name John.

Luke chapter one explains the events that took place right before Jesus was to come to earth. At this time it had been 400 years since God had spoken to his people. Imagine 400 years of total silence from God. Somehow Zacharias and Elisabeth stayed "blameless" and "righteous" and walked in the Word God had given all those years before he had gone quiet. Zacharias had the amazing, once in a lifetime opportunity to burn incense on the altar in the temple. This happened 2x a year..the priests cast lots to see who would  be chosen. In verse 13 it says the angel came and told Zacharias his prayer had been heard. 

Even though God was silent this couple kept praying and kept trusting God. Sometimes we think God owes us because we "serve" him and we stay "faithful". He doesn't. The real question is will we stay faithful even when God is silent? Even when it seems like God is doing nothing? Will we keep praying even if it seems our prayers are going unheard and unanswered? 

God heard everytime they prayed for a son. He saw every tear they cried as they continually begged God to give them their hearts desire. Year after year they persevered yet God didn't answer. In Bible times it was a shame not to have any children. I'm sure they were looked down upon at times throughout their lives. I know they prayed for many years because it says they were now "well stricken in years." 

I have something I've prayed for for so long and I've wondered if he will ever answer. I've had many times of doubt. Just the other day I had given up BUT the Word of the Lord came and he gave me the strength to keep going. 

These verses encouraged my heart..even in silence God never changes. Even in silence He is true to His word. Even in silence He is doing only what is best! He says he will hear and answer when his child calls..that's me! So I must keep walking in his word until the silence is broken. I hate waiting and I know Elisabeth and Zacharias didn't like it either..but God answered and performed a miracle for them. He gave them the son they waited so long for. This son was Jesus' cousin, the one God sent to guide the people "into the way of peace (vs79)." Peace was coming. The Prince of Peace was soon to be on His way! They had asked for a son but God gave them a special son who walked with God and was used mightily. Sometimes he makes us wait to give us something better than we asked for. 

The Shepherds on Christmas Night

Luke 2:8-11

And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord.

I noticed one word a few weeks ago when reading this chapter..the word NIGHT. These shepherds were faithful in the field God placed them in even in the night, even when everyone else was asleep in bed. They cared about the things God had put them over. They were ready to protect and fight for their field and their flock even though it was dark out. 

•Shepherds abiding: 

These were simple people who cared for the sheep. That word Abiding means: dwelling, remaining, continuing, enduring, awaiting. 

•In the field: They were {abiding} right where they were suppose to be. Any other field they would've missed the Angels, the glory and the good news! 

•Keeping watch over THEIR flock: 

Keeping: means guarding, or protecting.

Watch: to look with attentiveness or steadiness; To keep guard.  

These weren't just any sheep, these were sheep that would be used for the temple sacrifices. I learned Sunday morning that if a sheep had just 3 hairs out of place he was not longer considered "without spot". These shepherd had to keep very close attention on each sheep!  God has given us all some things to keep watch over. The enemy loves to come in the dark. It's only human to get tired while working in the field especially when it's dark! In the darkness the sheep had to be watched and protected even more closely from the enemy. 

•By night: I've never worked 3rd shift but I know it would be tough! 1st shift is hard enough for me lol. These shepherds weren't envious of those who were getting rest. They weren't jealous of those who had it easy. I'm sure there were times they wish they had what those resting had. Nonetheless they persevered and endured in the night. Paul and Silas sang in the (mid)night hour while in shackles..God did a miracle for them and through them because of their faith. He freed them and saved the jailer and his family. God is doing things even in the night!

•There was a reward..Only these shepherds got to hear the great news and only these shepherds had the amazing privilege to meet sweet baby Jesus before anyone else! What if they had slacked up and fallen asleep or gave up and went home? 

Sometimes the place God puts us in might seem dark, the night long, and unrewarding but keep abiding in the field! I sure don't want to miss what God will show me in the night! 

On this "Night of all nights" as preacher Frankie called it Sunday morning the Angels showed up in the field with great news! They came only to them to tell them Jesus, our Savior had been born. Where once was darkness now the brightness shone all around. 

Glory fell, joy surrounded them and the shepherds were forever changed this beautiful night. It started like all the rest but ended unforgettable. Keep abiding in the field, God sees right where you are. He sees your faithfulness when no one else is watching. Keep serving in the night!

Joseph's Journey: Prospered but Enticed

Genesis 39:1-3

And Joseph was brought down to Egypt; and Potiphar, an officer of Pharaoh, captain of the guard, an Egyptian, bought him of the hands of the Ishmeelites, which had brought him down thither. And the Lord was with Joseph, and he was a prosperous man; and he was in the house of his master the Egyptian. And his master saw that the Lord was with him, and that the Lord made all that he did to prosper in his hand.

Genesis 39:7-8,10,12

And it came to pass after these things, that his master's wife cast her eyes upon Joseph; and she said, Lie with me. But he refused... And it came to pass, as she spake to Joseph day by day, that he hearkened not unto her, to lie by her, or to be with her. And she caught him by his garment, saying, Lie with me: and he left his garment in her hand, and fled, and got him out.

Part3: Joseph was pushed down and emptied, purchased and enslaved and now he prospered but was enticed. 

-prosper- to grow or increase, to thrive to make gain, successful, favorable. Joseph was "Well favored" (vs6)

-enticed-persuade, allure, seduce. 

What stood out to me is that Joesph GREW even after all the hard things he'd faced. He didn't grow bitter but better...prosperous. He didn't sit around feeling sorry for hisself..he was successful even as a slave in a foreign land. In the midst of all his trials Joseph thrived! He kept that "Here am I" attitude. God was using him as he kept yielding and trusting. The devil will always come around when we are growing closer to God...he will tempt and entice. He always finds a way. Potiphar's wife was the Devils tool in attempting to bring Joseph down. But it didn't work! Day after day she enticed and tried to persuade him to lie with her but Joseph was determined to please God with his heart and life! He had a Purposed heart! Joseph had already made a resolve to stay true to God..no matter if he was in the pit or at Potiphar's house. That resolve gave him the courage and strength to run and flee when she enticed him. Joseph stood by God and God stood by him..he prospered, he grew, he didn't give up and he didn't give in to the  flesh when opportunity arose. 

Joseph's Journey: Purchased and Enslaved

Genesis 37:27-28

Come, and let us sell him to the Ishmeelites, and let not our hand be upon him; for he is our brother and our flesh. And his brethren were content. Then there passed by Midianites merchantmen; and they drew and lifted up Joseph out of the pit, and sold Joseph to the Ishmeelites for twenty pieces of silver: and they brought Joseph into Egypt.

Genesis 39:1

And Joseph was brought down to Egypt; and Potiphar, an officer of Pharaoh, captain of the guard, an Egyptian, bought him of the hands of the Ishmeelites, which had brought him down thither.

Just when Joseph thought things couldn't get any worse they did. He gets out of the pit only to be purchased and enslaved. Joseph had been brought down into the pit and now he was "brought down to Egypt". In vs27 it says his brothers were content to sell Joseph. That word content gives the meaning of to be pleased, satisfied. They were pleased to sell their little brother. I'm sure while Joseph say at the bottom of the pit he could hear his brothers discussing what they would do to him.  They wanted to get rid of him and they definitely did. 

He had just been pushed down and emptied in the pit and now he was being purchased and enslaved. He was sold for 20 pieces of silver..the standard price of a male slave.. He was sent to Egypt (aka a type of bondage) He then was sold again to Potiphar. How many of us would've given up on God once sold as a slave?? Joseph didn't quit on God!

-once sold as a slave he was no longer in control of his own life. God was still working on humbling him. Joseph was no great saint of God...but with amazing strength and faith in God he just kept trusting with each step. Instead of sitting alone in the dry pit he was now serving alone in a foreign land. He didn't know the language. He didn't know the people. He didn't know what was going to happen to him. He didn't know how he would get back home or even if he'd ever make it back home, but he didn't give up. Maybe someone you love has sold you out or maybe you're in a place you don't want to be in, wherever you are keep going. Don't stop now. You don't know what God has planned for you down the road! When life gets you down keep looking up! 

Joseph's Journey: Pushed Down and Emptied

Genesis 37:23-24

And it came to pass, when Joseph was come unto his brethren, that they stript Joseph out of his coat, his coat of many colours that was on him; And they took him, and cast him into a pit: and the pit was empty, there was no water in it.

I've been studying the life of Joseph. He's an amazing example for us to learn from and strive to be like. God will always humble before he exalts! Joseph is a great example of this. What caused him to get thrown in the pit later caused him to rule over Egypt. Joseph did right everyday yet he still faced some huge trials! Joseph's story is one of forgiveness after being forsaken, prosperity in the midst of problems, and purpose even though nothing made sense for many years. Joseph's story is a beautiful one despite the ugliness. 

In these 2 verses Joseph was pushed down and emptied:

-Joseph's journey to exaltation began at age 17. God had given him a special gift. The love of his father and his dreams caused his brothers to hate him. His dad called him to go see his brothers watching the sheep...his response was "Here am I". I want to have that "here am I" attitude Joseph had. Little did he know by obeying his father it would get him thrown in a pit and his whole life would be changed drastically! Can you imagine being 17 again? Can you imagine your own brothers turning on you and throwing you down in a pit? They were so jealous it grew into bitterness and hatred...they wanted him out of their lives! His brothers didn't care how this would hurt Joseph. They were selfish and only thought of themselves. Their wicked hearts caused a lot of hardships for Joseph. 

They had planned to kill him but Reuben stopped them, instead they threw him in a pit. A pit is a dark, empty place. Joseph was alone and empty...he'd been stripped of his coat...his coat was his most prized possession. His coat reminded him of his father's great love. God allowed Joseph to be emptied. Being emptied is a hard thing for me..we want and want and want even more but Joseph had to go through a time of emptiness. Many years later he became full.

It was dry in the pit! Sometimes those who are suppose to love us the most are the exact ones who will despise and throw us down...this can make things really hard and dry and lonely! 

When this unexpected event happened to Joseph he didn't throw a pity party and give up...he decided while sitting alone in that dark, dry place that he was going to trust the master. People throw each other in pits everyday.. The sad thing is Christians are the worst at this. I know so many jealous "Christians" who will turn on someone in a heart beat just to make themselves look better or come out on top. How sad! May I never be the one throwing others into the pit. As hard as it is to say I'd rather be thrown in the pit then put someone else there. When this happened he could have forgotten about God but he didn't. He had a choice and so do we! This young 17 year old stood firm on his faith. Think about it...he didn't have a Bible, he didn't have a youth group praying for him, he didn't have anything but God. I bet he quickly realized God is all He needed. He got still and waited for God to get him out. 

When we are knocked down all we can do is look up! Look up and remember God sees you and even though you may feel all alone He is right there with you. He has purpose for the pit!! Trust Him! Are you willing to have a "here am I" attitude no matter what it might cost you? Thank the Lord this is not the end of Joseph's story. 

Resting in the Lord: Go to sleep!

Matthew 1:19-20

Then Joseph her husband, being a just man, and not willing to make her a public example, was minded to put her away privily.

But while he thought on these things, behold, the angel of the Lord appeared unto him in a dream, saying, Joseph, thou son of David, fear not to take unto thee Mary thy wife: for that which is conceived in her is of the Holy Ghost.

Matthew 1:24

Then Joseph being raised from sleep did as the angel of the Lord had bidden him, and took unto him his wife:

While reading this passage this morning something stood out to me..He went to sleep! Could he trust Mary was telling the truth? Joseph had a big decision to make and he wanted to make the best decision possible. First he thought about it but when that didn't help he went to sleep. He did the opposite of stressing out. I noticed he got his answer when he rested..when decisions come I usually try to figure everything out on my own. My mind races as I think about my choices. This was Joseph's choice. He had a lot of power over Mary since he was "her husband" (vs19). He could have had her stoned. What if he would've made the decision without seeking the Lord? What if he hadn't listened to the direction from the Angel? All eternity stood on this decision. 

Joseph had enough faith to take his hands off this and let God be in control. God was letting Joseph be apart of something much bigger than himself. Joseph got to be Jesus' earthly father. 

I don't know what decision you need to make but rest in the Lord and wait for him. When he answers choose to trust him and leave the outcome in his hands. He has a beautiful plan for each of his children ❤️ 

Thanks be unto God- Thanksgiving 2015

2 Corinthians 9:15

Thanks be unto God for his unspeakable gift.

Psalms 62:6-7

He only is my rock and my salvation: he is my defence; I shall not be moved. In God is my salvation and my glory: the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God.

Unspeakable: that can not be uttered or expressed.

Thankful: impressed with a sense of kindness received, and ready to acknowledge it.

That unspeakable gift is the greatest gift I've ever received. Jesus is indescribable, incomprehensible. His love and perseverance overwhelms me. How often do we walk through life and not even acknowledge him and all he's done? All he is doing? And all he's going to do? He is a real God, a working God and a gracious God..he doesn't have to be but he always is. I'm guilty to say I don't acknowledge his kindness towards me like I should! I want to just take a minute and thank Him for being:

1. My rock--I can stand because what I'm standing on is firm. How sweet a foundation that's anchored in the Lord! On Christ the solid rock I stand ALL other ground is sinking sand! 

2. My salvation--preacher Milton Taylor said Sunday morning, "it's Jesus or Hell." Only Jesus could save me! Only Jesus could change me! Only Jesus could reconcile me to God! 

3. My defense--he's got my back and he's never lost a battle! Whatever I have to face I'm so thankful I've got God on my side. 

4. My glory--the only good in me is Him. He's worthy to be praised.

5. My strength--when I'm weak it doesn't change him..he's still as strong as ever. 

6. My refuge--he holds the world in his hand yet he also holds me. When I need rest, help, or protection I can run to him. He's always there. 

Don't forget to take a while and acknowledge Him and how good He is! Happy thanksgiving!! 

Psalm 23: He Chases Me..

Psalms 23:6

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life:

and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.

"He chases me"

Radaph is the Hebrew word for "follow"...it means to run after, hunt, pursue, chase. 

Surely means certainly; infallibly, undoubtedly. Without doubt or question goodness and mercy chase after me everyday that I live. Good things, things I don't deserve, things I am unworthy to receive chase me and hunt me down each day.

The Lord's mercies forbear and forgive me constantly. He longs to give me mercy upon mercy. He loves to bless us, answer our prayers, help us, do whatever we need. He is a God that DOES. He is real. He owns the cattle on a thousand hills. He holds the world in his hand. He made all the galaxies. He's not worried about the weather, or who our next president will be, but he's concerned with YOUR well being. He wants to give you the BEST. 

Take a second and think about that. God himself, his goodness, his mercies continually chase you. He personally chases YOU. Pursues YOU every single day.  I'm no one special. I've been invisible my whole life. Often I get left out, overlooked and forgotten. When that happens it hurts! But I can say the Lord has never once left me out! He's never once denied me of his goodness or mercy. It was a glad day in my heart when I realized he didn't just die for the world but He died for me! He doesn't just care for the world but He cares for me. Me personally! I love when the Lord does something for a friend or loved one but it's extra special when he does something just for me! 

He's got good things in store for those who trust him and love him above all. I don't know what kind of day you are having but remember goodness and mercy are following you even now! The goodness of God has your back! 

David's Courage in the Valley

1 Samuel 17:3-4

And the Philistines stood on a mountain on the one side, and Israel stood on a mountain on the other side: and there was a valley between them. And there went out a champion out of the camp of the Philistines, named Goliath, of Gath, whose height was six cubits and a span.

1 Samuel 17:45, 46

Then said David to the Philistine, Thou comest to me with a sword, and with a spear, and with a shield: but I come to thee in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom thou hast defied. This day will the Lord deliver thee into mine hand; and I will smite thee..And all this assembly shall know that the Lord saveth not with sword and spear: for the battle is the Lord's, and he will give you into our hands.

Psalms 23:4

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil: for thou art with me..

David wasn't even suppose to be in the battle but when no one else would stand he stood up! He was ridiculed by his brother and told by Saul that he was too small and the giant was too big. He told Saul he had some practice going up against things much bigger and stronger..a lion and a bear while protecting the sheep. Who would've thought that keeping his father's sheep would have prepared him for Goliath...the biggest giant of his life. 

Before David could fight he had to go down into the valley. Sometimes we will have to go into a valley just so we can fight the enemy. God wants to give us victory over the Giants causing disarray and discouragement in our lives. This morning while driving to work the Lord brought this story to my mind..David realized someone would die in that valley! He would die or Goliath would die. In everyone's eyes David didn't stand a chance but in David's eyes He saw someone much mightier on his side. Psalm 23 calls it the "valley of the shadow of death". David could not go up against Goliath and win on his own..the shadow of death surrounded him yet he had no fear because he knew the Lord was with him. He chose to believe God would deliver him. He'd seen him deliver him before (vs37) and he trusted God would do it again. 

Have courage to go into the valley..have courage to stand for God and right..have courage and trust God. Someone has to die in the battle..leave it in God's hands and he will be with you! Victory is still ours..just claim it!

The Battle is not yours but God's

2 Chronicles 20:15,17

And he said, Hearken ye, all Judah, and ye inhabitants of Jerusalem, and thou king Jehoshaphat, Thus saith the Lord unto you, Be not afraid nor dismayed by reason of this great multitude; for the battle is not yours, but God's. Ye shall not need to fight in this battle: set yourselves, stand ye still, and see the salvation of the Lord with you, O Judah and Jerusalem: fear not, nor be dismayed; to morrow go out against them: for the Lord will be with you.

I was reading this chapter last night and the phrase "Ye shall not need to fight in this battle.." Battle after battle God protected and preserved his children. But each time they would get fearful. They were so concerned this time that they all came together and fasted and sought the Lord (vs4). Sometimes we look at what's heading our way and we know we can't win..we can't stand... We can't do it. In times like these we don't even know what to do or what to pray. Jehoshaphat told the Lord (vs12), O our God, wilt thou not judge them? for we have no might against this great company that cometh against us; neither know we what to do: but our eyes are upon thee. He didn't know what to do but knew who to put his eyes on. When our might is small, our God is still the Almighty! The enemy might be great but our God is greater! 

In order for the Lord to fight the battle the Lord told them a few things they needed to do: 

*Set yourselves: Set means to put or place, to fix or cause to rest in a standing posture. They had to set their eyes and mind on Him and not the multitude heading their way. It is very hard to focus on the Lord when we're facing a great multitude and were afraid. But God wanted them focused on him. Fear is in the mind..to get rid of it we must be set. 

*Stand still and see: In verse 16 God told them exactly where he wanted them to stand. God knew the way the enemy was going to come in. In verse 16 God tells them to "go down" and the enemy will "come up". Sometimes we must go down for victory to be ours. If they wouldn't have obeyed and stood right where God told them to they would've lost the battle. To stand still in the middle of a battle sounds crazy..but they had to trust Him. When we don't trust him we limit him and we lose.

*Go out against them: even though the Lord told them they didn't need to fight that didn't mean they could sit back and do nothing and still get victory. He said Go! He promised to go with them and he did!

If we are constantly fighting our own battles we will miss out on seeing God work miracles and move mountains for us. These men could've got up that day and fought their hearts out but they would've lost. Giving your all will not be enough when the Lord says it's his battle and not yours. Be willing to fight when he says but also be willing to stand still when he commands you to. Watch as he gives you victory when you put it in his hand. What battle are you facing today? God said it is HIS battle..stand for him and let him fight. Our God will always win! 

Mark 5:6 He saw, he ran, he worshipped

Mark 5:2
And when he was come out of the ship, immediately there met him out of the tombs a man with an unclean spirit...
Mark 5:6
But when he saw Jesus afar off, he ran and worshipped him,

These verses were mentioned in the message Sunday morning at church. Verse 6 really jumped out at me..this demon possessed man ran to Jesus when he saw him. He was full of over 2000 demons yet still knew Jesus was the only one who could help him. He didn't run to Jesus and say "fix me." He ran and worshipped. Maybe we need to stop telling God what to do and just get back to worshipping him. When's the last time we've ran to Jesus just to worship him?? I've ran to him many times but I'll be honest it's usually not to worship him but to get something from him. I'm learning God is so much bigger than I think he is. He deserves so much better than I treat him.

We need to get back to:
1.seeing Jesus---looking for Him! Seeking him and not this world. Matthew 6:33 says, But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you. We need to seek him and see him for who he really is. When Isaiah saw the Lord he said, Woe is me! for I am undone; because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips: for mine eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts.(Isaiah 6:5) When we see Him we see ourselves as we really are...wicked, unworthy, nothing worthy of Jesus.

2. Running to Jesus---when we finally see him we don't need to wait for him to come to us, we need to run to Him. I waste a lot of time trying to figure things out on my own when all I really need to do is run to him. He says he is our refuge and strength, a very present help in the time of trouble (Psalm 46:1). Whatever is going on around us we can run to him and find rest, safety and help...whatever we need. "I am that I am (Exodus 3:14)..he is whatever we need whenever we need it. Oh how I want to run to Jesus and be near him!

3. Worshipping Jesus---Only he is worthy to be worshipped! Worship him for who He is. Bow the knee and adore him. We can not worship without getting down. When we get down He is lifted up. We must be humble. This man humbled himself...worship: "to kiss like a dog licking his masters hand"...he showed Jesus the respect and adoration he deserved.

1 Corinthians 13: Loud But Not Loving

1 Corinthians 13:1

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal.

"Loud but not loving"

Speak: to utter words or articulate sounds. to declare, to proclaim, to celebrate. 

Think about a little kid banging cymbals together. How annoying! How loud! How rude! He thinks he's making music but he's not. Brass is loud! I played the trumpet when I was younger and every time I practiced I had to go outside because the noise was so loud it was a distraction to everyone else. 

Brass is another name for bronze...in the Bible bronze represents judgement. In a symphony brass is necessary. On its own it is loud and distracting...and can come across as just plain judgemental. With love the right words at the right time can become a beautiful sound and God can use them to speak directly to the heart of someone lost, confused or hurting. Without charity the same words can seem demeaning, destroying, disgracing, and distracting. Without love I will become a distraction. I will disgrace the Lord.  Ultimately others will learn to keep a distance from me...which means they will also distance themselves from the Lord! It is so easy to say "good" things, "needful" things with the wrong attitude, heart or motive. 

That word Tinkling means, making a small, quick sharp noise.  This makes me think of those comments we say so fast we don't have time to think about how it could effect others. In the heat of the moment, anger can fly out of our mouths before we even know it. I've done this so many times. Said a small "sharp" comment that spoke so loudly and did so much damage I can not undo. Words have more power than we realize. This tinkling cymbal (although short in sound) lasts much longer than we think. Quick words without love linger. Words can not be unsaid once spoken. Our testimony can be lost with one small phrase. 

What kind of sounds are you articulating? Are you living a loud life? Or a loving life? Relying in our own flesh we can do nothing and will amount to nothing. It all comes down to living in the flesh or walking in the spirit. The flesh is loud! It craves attention. It's selfish and doesn't think about the consequences. Our heart behind our words say so much more than what we are actually saying. I don't want to be loud. I want to love. Love makes the difference. Sharing without caring won't lead others to Jesus...we must remember to love. But never let your compassion overtake your convictions. Stand your ground, but always remember to have charity. We can't declare, celebrate, or proclaim how good God is without having love. People are looking and longing for someone real. "Loud" will get you noticed, but "love" will get Jesus noticed. The world is a hateful place. There are enough hateful "Christians", we need more loving Christians.  I don't want to be a distraction, Demeaning, or destroying by speaking without loving. I want to make a difference by speaking with love. The tongue is a weapon that can easily be used to destroy instead of heal. This is something I battle with daily. 

Lord, help me to show others the amazing love you have shown me! Touch my tongue that I may show only love...even to my enemies! 💛

His Will vs My Will

Proverbs 16:9

A man's heart deviseth his way: but the Lord directeth his steps.

Psalms 37:23

The steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord: and he delighteth in his way.

Ephesians 5:17

Wherefore be ye not unwise, but understanding what the will of the Lord is.

Devise: to invent, to contrive, to plan, to scheme. 

Direct: to order, to instruct, to point out a course of proceeding, to command. 

I have made plans that never happened. I've had dreams that haven't come true. It's only natural to make plans, goals, dreams and have things you want to accomplish in your life. The mistake is made when we put our plans, wants and desires above what we KNOW God is directing us to. We all want to know "God's will". I used to think it's a big mystery and I've waited and prayed for God to say "This is my will". But that's not how he does things. It says he directs our steps...one step at a time we walk IN God's will. We're not walking around trying to find it...were either IN his will or were OUT of his will. Each day, each step we take God has a specific will and way. In Eph 5:17 that word will gives the meaning of desire or pleasure. 

Most of the time I think "my" life is about me and what I want. But that's foolishness to think that way. I'm not just here for my own purposes but HIS purposes. HIS pleasures. HIS desires. That's what should really matter. 

When we let the Lord order our steps he is pleased. His will might not be glamorous or include you being in the limelight but HIS will is the only way your life will bring him honor and glory. We can make all the money in the world and still stand before God one day OUT of his will. His will might be you scrubbing toilets at your church. His will might be you alone in a hospital bed. His will might be you serving him in a foreign country. His will might be you getting up and going to work everyday and giving it your all. It might not be what you would pick but if it's what He has picked for you it is the only thing that will satisfy you. Running from God and his will is a miserable thing. Surrender and submit and see Him use you in whatever way he desires to. I desire to walk in his will and way every day. I want him to direct my steps! I can't make it without him!! I want to live a life directed by God not devised by my heart. 

"When God has another plan, walk on and just say yes

When God has another plan be assured that he knows best

When all your dreams are shattered, rest in his sufficient grace, We don't have to understand when God has another plan"

Psalm 23: My Cup Runneth Over

Psalms 23:5

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:

thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Psalm 23 is David speaking as a sheep about his Shepherd. When I read this phrase I wondered why would a sheep would say its cup is overflowing?? But after studying the verses before this one I think I know why. David was so overwhelmed by how good God is, he had to take a time out and just say, "my cup runneth over." Maybe we need to take a time out in the craziness of life and say to the Lord, "my cup runneth over". 

That phrase "runneth over" gives the meaning of Satisfaction...wealthy, satiate, satisfy, soak, (abundantly). Satiate-to fill. To satisfy appetite or desire, to saturate. 

He's given us all a cup, a vessel. We have a choice of what fills that vessel...good or bad. I keep thinking about the mind and how he anoints our heads with oil. If the sheep won't let the shepherd anoint his head he will struggle to see things Gods way. God daily overfills my cup...but how often do I actually notice it? Am I so concerned with the bad that I miss seeing the good he fills my cup with everyday? To overflow means to fill beyond the brim. He goes above and beyond to make me feel loved!

If you just take a look back through Psalm 23...you can't help but see how your cup is overflowing. A faithful shepherd who cares for you,continually guides you, carries you, fights for you, gives you peace of mind so you can find rest (in Him), corrects and comforts you..he is so good and my cup runneth over! A thankful heart is a happy heart. Think about all He's done. Forget about your enemies, worries, fears...think on HIM. We can be so blinded by our problems that we don't see his blessings and promises. 

Psalm 23: He Anoints Me

Psalms 23:5

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:

thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

"He anoints me"

Anointing the sheep with oil was a way the shepherd guarded them. The lions, bears and other beasts he could fight off but for the little things that attacked the sheep, a different approach had to be taken. Little critters...Mosquitos, insects, lice, flies, and ticks would get in the sheep's wool, ears and nose and bother them.  Over time this could cause irritation, sickness, disease and death. I read that sometimes a sheep will bang it's head over and over against a tree trying to get the bugs to stop bothering it...eventually this kills the sheep. At times when these little bugs would bother the sheep the shepherd would anoint their heads with oil. The oil made their wool slick so the bugs could no longer cause trouble...they'd slide right off. 

The head (mind) is the easiest target. Things we see, and things we hear can enter and cause disease without us even knowing it. The Lord knows our mind is the devils playground. If the devil can get our mind we will be of no use to the Lord. Thoughts, attitudes, and feelings of negativity, discontentment, jealousy, and anger can seem so small but whatever we dwell on grows inside us. These can lead to bitterness and bitterness if not dealt with eventually leads to spiritual death. 

Our shepherd knows this and he's seen many sheep give up and die because of the little things..he doesn't want that to happen to me or you! We must let him anoint our heads with the oil. It'll take the oil. It'll take God himself slathering our minds with the anointing oil. Anointing is another word for consecration. Consecration shows dedication and devotion. The sheep knew the oil would protect them from small things that eventually turned into big problems. The little issues in our lives must be dealt with. I don't know about you but I want to be anointed. I want Him to pour oil all over me. I desire the touch of God's hands on my life. Verse 4 tells us we have his presence but if we want the power we must be anointed. Without the working and touch of God in my life I won't make it. I must yield to him and allow him to do as he wishes. 

One last thing about the oil..It was also perfume. The sheep probably didn't smell very good at times. So when they were anointed they smelled like the shepherd. Do you smell like the world or do you have the scent that you've been with Jesus? When the alabaster box was broken it filled the house (Matthew 26). There was no denying there was oil in that place. Jesus had been anointed...she poured out a special blessing on Jesus. The oil made her smell just like him. Let's allow the good shepherd to anoint our heads with oil...don't let the little things make you spiritually sick. 

Psalm 23: He Prepares For Me...

Psalms 23:5

Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies:

thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

Psalms 34:8

O taste and see that the Lord is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him.

"He prepares for me"

The shepherd has some things prepared for us since we are his sheep. Sometimes we think when we walk with God everything is suppose to be perfect but this verse shows us that is not so. In the presence of my enemies He has prepared a table for me. As Christians we have many enemies but when I read this verse it made me think about Hannah and her adversary Peninnah (1 Samuel chapter 1). Peninnah was her husbands other wife...that means she was in the presence of her enemy daily! Hannah wanted a baby more than anything. Her adversary had many children. Hannah felt worthless and Penninah sure knew exactly what to do and say to make her feel that way. Her faith in God was weak. She was so troubled she stopped eating. I get like that with the Lord sometimes. I let things others say, do, and have put a seed of discontentment and hurt in my heart. 

God was still good to Hannah even though he hadn't blessed her with a child. Today I am reminded God is still good to me even though he hasn't given me the one thing I want more than anything in the world. Hannah was blinded and didn't see all God had prepared for her. I don't want to be so concerned with the presence of my enemies that I miss out on what He has prepared for me right NOW. Sometimes God says, no. Sometimes He says, not right now. Whatever he's saying just trust him and get all he's got for you right NOW. He just might be preparing you for what you're begging him to give you. You might not be ready to handle that blessing. No matter what's going on around us no one can take away our standing in Christ, no one can take me out of His hand. 

And regardless of what your adversary and enemies might say God has a beautiful plan handwritten just for you! Has your adversary provoked you and made you not want to sit at the Lords table and feast on his goodness? Are you weary because you want something someone else has but God keeps saying no? Are you tired of waiting, praying, trusting? 

Don't let your enemies make you miss out on what God has prepared just for YOU at his table. He's arranged a meal just for you. The word prepare means to make all things ready, to put things in suitable order, to set, to establish, to provide. He wants to meet every need you have. The table is a symbol of fellowship with the Lord. He longs for us to have fellowship with him. The enemy might be close by but don't let that hinder you from sitting at the table and enjoying what He's prepared special for you. Taste and see that He is good!

It's all about focus...will you focus on being in the presence of your enemies? What they're saying, doing or have? Or will you focus on the prepared table from your shepherd. He knows just what each sheep needs! He's a big enough God to meet them all, no matter how big or small. Your adversary might be a "friend", a family member, things of the world, anything that causes you to be blinded by what God has arranged right in front of you. Even in the presence of the world we can still go with God. Don't miss out! Feast on His goodness today. Stay focused!

Psalm 23: He Comforts Me

Psalms 23:4

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

"He comforts me"

The shepherd carries a rod and a staff with him as he herds the sheep. These tools are used to protect the sheep. The rod and staff mean some things to the sheep. 

The rod --> corrects us. It's a straight stick. The rod was used for chastisement. It is also used for fighting. The shepherd could defend the enemy with the rod. It makes me think of the Word of God. It's our tool to fight against the flesh, world, and Devil. Without the Word we can't make it. 

The staff --> leads us. Something to lean on. The staff was used to draw the sheep back to the shepherd. It is a long thin stick with a hook on the end. The hook was used to pull the sheep away from danger. It makes me think of the Holy Spirit. He whispers peace when we need it, and sometimes he softly says "no" when we are heading toward danger...that is the staff doing its job.

 When going through a valley these can be a comfort. Comfort means: to strengthen, to invigorate, to cheer or to enliven, support. I can look back and remember all the times the rod and staff have helped me make it through valley after valley. Remembering how the Word of God and the Holy Spirit have supported me day by day that comforts my heart through the valley. Hebrews 13:8 says Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever. He never changes so think about how he got you through the other valleys and that'll encourage your heart to believe He will get you through this valley. He can do it again and He will..just believe! Let the rod and staff comfort you today.

"Let God's promises shine on your problems." -Corrie ten Boom

Psalm 23: He is With Me...

Psalms 23:4

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

1 Peter 1:6

Wherein ye greatly rejoice, though now for a season, if need be, ye are in heaviness through manifold temptations.

"He is with me" 

Though now for a season if NEED be ye are in heaviness.. That word heaviness means: that which requires great strength to move or overcome; sadness, dullness of spirit; burden. Why would this be needful?? Why would God want us to go through a season of heaviness? In each season something is born and something dies. He has specific times for specific things in each of our lives. Sometimes He has to break us through heavy burdens, broken hearts, and bring us to a place of humility before him.  Sometimes it's time to be in the valley. A valley is a low place between two high places. A valley can be a lonely place, a confusing place, a depressing place, a never ending place, a place where you literally feel like you're going to die. As bad as the valley seems, I've heard it said many times, "It's in the valley where we grow".  It's in the valley we learn our Shepherd is with us! 

When we are in a valley we must believe there is a reason. We also must choose to keep on walking.  In the valley the shepherd can build trust with his sheep. It says "though I walk through the valley...", this valley leads to a new destination, a new height. He doesn't make us go through valleys to hurts us but to help us. 

The valley can give the sheep a new perspective on life. The sheep that walks into the valley is not the same sheep that walks out of the valley and eventually stands on the mountain top. The hard times are where we find out what we're made of, and what our God is made of. We find out He is all he says he is. He's our protection, he's our provider, and he's present every step of the way even in the valley. The journey through the valley can be a beautiful thing if we trust the shepherd knows exactly where he's taking us. 

So don't quit walking. This valley is leading you where He wants you to be. Whatever your valley might be don't let it make you bitter, let it make you better! If he's breaking you it's because he's gonna make something beautiful out of you later on down the road. One day you'll rejoice because of this valley, this season of heaviness. As bad as it hurts, every once in a while a valley is NEEDFUL. 

Psalm 23: He Restores Me...

Psalms 23:3

He restoreth my soul:

he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

Luke 15:4-5

What man of you, having an hundred sheep, if he lose one of them, doth not leave the ninety and nine in the wilderness, and go after that which is lost, until he find it? And when he hath found it, he layeth it on his shoulders, rejoicing.

"He restores me"

Restore: to bring back. To heal. To cure. To turn about. To return. 

The first signs of illness in a sheep is isolation and lack of appetite. The sheep might not know it's sick but the shepherd can see it. I have written in my Bible a quote a man of God said years ago, "He notices the need before the sheep does." Have you lost your appetite for the things of God? Are you feeling alone, isolated from everyone else? Wondering if anyone notices or cares about you? Are you sick? Do you feel like you're not gonna make it another day? Do you have a need that no one else knows about? The good shepherd knows, sees, and cares. He can and wants to restore your soul! He wants to revive your heart, replenish you, refocus your eyes back on him. Above all he longs to restore and re-establish his relationship with you.

 I can't count the times I've prayed and asked God not to give up on me. I can be so stubborn sometimes. There's been many times I have saw something and stopped following the shepherd, left the fold and followed after what's caught my eye. Eventually I look around at where it's brought me and I realize I'm lost, unhappy and alone. When I can't find my way back home all I can do is cry out and my shepherd comes to get me. The verse says he goes after...I'm so glad he goes after me..he searches until I'm found. He's faithful to me not matter how unfaithful I am to him!  He remembers my voice even if we haven't talked in a while. When He found the one lost sheep he rejoiced. He didn't punish it for going astray. He rejoiced because he was able to restore his soul and put him back where he belonged. You and I belong with Jesus. 

And again God reminded me that He does all the work. I can't restore myself. I can't fix myself. I can't heal myself. I can't but He can. Restorations are his thing.  He can take a lost, sick, broken sheep and touch it and restore it to what it was before. Sometimes the restoration is even better than the original! When we do our own thing there will be scars but our good shepherd will not throw us away. He is willing to leave the 99 and search for you..just call out to him. When we're too weak to stand He cares enough to come to where we are and restore us. Without restoration there'd be no relationship. The shepherd loves to have a relationship with his sheep. As silly as that may seem. He wants me. He wants you. That's why he's gone through so much trouble, so much pain, done so much work...so he could have YOU. So he could restore your soul. 

"Though I fail the Lord, He has never failed me. He's been everything and more than he said he would be..."

Psalm 23: He Leads Me...

Psalms 23:2,3b

He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:

he leadeth me beside the still waters. ...He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

"He leads me..."

I'm still so thankful He is the good shepherd and he's mine! He doesn't leave me and the other sheep out in the field alone to fend for ourselves, or expect us to know the right way to go on this journey. He gently leads us. Sometimes I feel so lost, confused and just unsure of the right way I should take. Just like when the sheep are scared and confused of what's going on they can run to the shepherd where it's safe, I can also get close to Jesus and he can lead me. Like I said yesterday sheep can hear really well so the shepherd knows he must speak softly and quietly. He never wants to scare them. We must listen for that soft, still voice. God never screams; His voice is always calm. 

One thing I've learned through life is God wants the best for his children. Wherever he leads might not make sense but eventually everything will work out and you and I can look back and say God did know exactly what He was doing and he did have a plan! He gets glory out of that. Through his leading in the paths of righteousness He is magnified. The Lord will always lead us in the paths of righteousness...the right way, the prosperous way, the successful way. I heard a preacher say, "Success outside the will of God is failure." God gives success to those who let Him do the leading. If success is what you're after just follow the leader! 

All I am is a little, dumb sheep. On my own the enemy will devour me before I even know what's happening. Yet this loving shepherd wants to walk along side of me and lead me throughout this crazy life. The least I can do is follow. The least I can do is let His sweet name be magnified through my tiny insignificant life! Wherever the shepherd is: there is direction and safety. Follow where he leads. Trust his guiding hand. No sheep has ever been sorry for following where the good shepherd leads. 

As the old song says, "He leadeth me, He leadeth me, By His own hand He leadeth me; His faithful foll’wer I would be, For by His hand He leadeth me.